..things learned
- lying about small things is dumb. period.
- you can be whoever you want to be, do whatever you want to do, dont let anyone limit you
- even though its cheap, at least i have a car
- having your own money is totally different than your parents giving you money, trust me
- ...and by having your own money, you learn what your priortys are and what your luxuries are
- jobs suck. no matter where you work, you most likely will complain.
- working weekends suck even more
- i really do need new speakers
- driving down parramore= negative
- dont ask me for a ride to school, especially if you try your best to ingore me
- when theyve seen you at your worst, you know they are your true friends
- wasting gas is NOT fun
- duct tape and paint tape def. holds up a bumper
- pictures are really worth a thousand words (there must be at least 100000 words worth of pictures of upstiars)
- its funny how everyone puts there christmas lights up early..and turn them on the day after thanksgiving..is it christmas yet?
- we live in florida...if you use a tanning bed on a daily basis your crazy..
- the big b

- if we dont go to lake blue this year..i think i might have to go crazy

...more later

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[	music	|	brian mcknight- back at one	]

I love reading other peoples journals..dont get me wrong..but sometimes I think if I kept a journal at my house and that I wrote in reguarly would I really write about my day..? everything that went on in it? I seriously doubt it because ive kept journals before and it was literally all the thoughts that I couldnt or wouldnt tell anyone..

But I know some of my friends read this..so thatd be another reason why I wouldnt tell everyone whats up with me..but then again I shouldnt care because its MY feelings..

anyways moving on

I really cant use words to express what I feel, I always say that acutally but I end up typing this long thing but it doesnt make any sense so I always delete it, then I think how does typing my problems help solve it, there usually me feeling depressed about something, but really it isnt that big of a deal as I make it. So, Ive decided that I wont let these things bother me. Seriously, I'm only 16 I shouldnt let small things bother me. The funny thing is that we think about ourselves so much that every little thing that shouldnt matter does, and who do we have to blame? yeah ourselves not our friends because what the hell they make mistakes too, you really do have go it coming for you if you think that you never do anything wrong..and as I ramble I probably dont make any sense anymore so Ill end this altogether and go on about my week/weekend like the usual.

More like what i do every weekend Papa Bs with the fam, that never gets old..the game usually..sat orientaion with publix.....ahhhhhhhhh talk about boring..but i met some cool people..then today hugn out with jessica and justin..went to the mall then yeah..overall good weekend.

how interesting? i bet

LMAO THAT VIDEO IS THE FUNNIEST THING EVER..

[	mood	|	bouncy	]
[	music	|	some 3 6 mafia song..hahaahhha	]

hmm first and foremost..tiffany is so extermely effin funny haha

mm okay so I went to the beach with Jess and Tiff and as usuall the car ride there jessica was all up in her hair and her mom was tellin her to stop and jessica continued to do it lol

So we got there kinda late like at 8 and we went on the beach and Tiff lmfao she went to everyone and wasl ike Mom? MOM? michelle, michelle and people started to make FUN of ussss but thats okay so we went to see the fireworks and we sat down in front of this condo..not super 8...but we jumped in there pooll...kinda were retarded and we couldnt open the gate and so this kid did and walked away and we were all up in their pool till the securtiy guard kicked us out and it was like late and we couldnt seeee anyone but we talked to them and one kid was seriously a coke head but anyway we went back to our condo we were about 90349023 miles away and we come across some lady near a hole..so tiff goes up to her and goes what are you doing and she goes playing..lmfao she aws chinese and tiff was all up in her grill so was jess and she seroiusly was afraid of us...and she was like im cookin crabs..but there were fish in the hole? and she was like I cant speak good english..lmfao so tiff was like trying to interept it for her..but anyway she was freaked out by us..

hmm so thursday we layed out :) alex came by and hung out with us and we drove around the beach in his car..lmfao..tiff is a erally good singer/dancer...then jess droev a lil later and i had to seriously slide into the car..and tiff was all up on these guys...justttt kidding but she was playing like hardcore soccer/football/volleyball with those guys..and so i went up to her and I was gonna say something stupid but she goes oh chelsea these are the guys from last night and i was like OHHH hey...yeahhhh

and we met a skimboarder kid and tiff was seriously like up in his shit..every second shes like I wanna try lmfao but it was FUNNNYY

then we walked on the beach again...and did the same thing..ahhh good stuff

Friday we layed out and chilled again and im not really tan..h.aha

but tiff cracked us up the WHOLE time and there was toehr stuff she did but i dont feel like typing it..

it aws funn and tiffany and jessica are so funnnnnnyyyyyyy

and tiff and I talked to like 3 in the morning the first night..seriously shes awesome..

mm kay im done..maybe ill just go ROAST some more..hahah